Dear called me. Not once, twice but FOUR times!!! Before he called last night, melvin called. Talked to him for quite awhile. Then, I had a second line. Amara's number!!! Immediately told him that I will call him back and pick up the next call. Dear called just to say hi. Then, he began to scold his trainee already. Said he will call me back. But he never did.
Called Melvin again and chatted awhile longer.
This morning, at 8.30am, Dear called me again. He thought that I was working then. Little did he know I was still on my bed. I was awoke already then. We put down shortly after that. The feeling is just so good. To be able to hear your sweetheart's voice first thing in the morning.
Called me again when I just left home, on the way to work. Asked me if I still have his photocopied certificates with me. From what I can recall, I have already given it to him previously. But still told him that I will go and double-check for him.
At work, Grace told us she is going to tender her resignation letter today. As much as I want her to leave, I also want her to stay. Very ironic. She is a very stern manager. She is very strict. She pressurizes us alot. On the other hand, she is a very good manager. Treating all those under her like her own children. Always giving us advises and also very concern about our life. Really going to miss her when she leaves.
Dear messaged me, asking me to call him. His line has been cut off already. No money to pay. Said he wanted to meet me today. Reason: To pass me his handphone since he will not be using any longer.
Went for dinner at Hans with Rebecca and Adeline first before meeting him. Had fried rice. Bought a packet for him as well.
After we met, I finally realise what has been bothering him already all this while. Why does his voice not carry a smile anymore. He is also going to tender his resignation this month. He is going back to Malaysia to work. At a resort in Langkawi. As much as you will be missing me, I will miss you darling. Should I leave? Or should I take this as a test for our love?
Discussed alot about the above matter. How he going to cope without pay for 2 months? How he going to adapt to life there? Ask me if he should really go. Darling, I know I cannot hold you back. I cannot be selfish as well. I know Amara has no future for you. You have found another job, one you want and at where you want. As much as I want to stop you from leaving, I also want you to move on. Just have me constantly in your mind, that is all I ask for.
Asked me if I want to go over with him. You think I can? You really want me to? I also wish to. But I know I definitely cannot go over. Go over and accompany you, go over for a holiday, I will definitely do so.
He wanted to go and eat satay at Lau Pa Sat already, our all-time favourite. However, he had my fried rice already. Went to our usual place to sit. What a waste. I brought my digital camera out everyday but not today!!! If not I can take the beautiful shots of our lovely little home. Dear promise me that we will go there again before he leaves.
Think alot on my way home. Keep forgetting which staion I was in. Luckily I did not miss my stop though.
Reached home, bathed then Dear called again. He will be going over this Sunday to meet the General Manager. Coming back on Tuesday. Asked if I want to go along. Was thinking of doing so. But he said it will be too rush. So we dropped the idea altogether.
I will miss you dearly sweetheart...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:45 PM